He slit my throat, Five. I couldn't even tell my daughter goodbye the first time around.

[And that isn't the same. That's not closure.]

And I had been willing to set that aside, but then he kept the secret of how the kugelblitz started from the rest of us and let me unknowingly help him do that, knowing what it cost me. Viktor ... he keeps smashing through the world wanting to have it his way and not caring who gets hurt and never apologizing for any of it and I was sick of it. I'm still sick of it.

[The anger is a little lessened without having to deal with Viktor every day, but it still hurts.]